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Posted on 2006.09.25 at 02:18
I'm searching for something. What do you do when you can't quite put a word to what it is you have lost, but you know that it is missing? What do you do when it is at the center of who you are and suddenly you don't remember what it is you are looking for? I don't understand and I don't know quite how to find myself again.


The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-25 13:16 (UTC) (Link)
I wonder if this's a quarter-life crisis for us...

Let time pass, is my suggestion. Im also waiting, for my answer to come. And in the meanwhile, stay as stable and grounded as possible...
akiko_kalla at 2006-09-26 04:56 (UTC) (Link)
Eheh, I've never been very patient. And honestly waiting for an answer hasn't worked. This feels like it might be one of those things where if you wait you miss the opportunity. I'm just afraid I already missed it...
The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-26 12:06 (UTC) (Link)
Never think in that way. For if you do, then all hope is lost.

We're still young. We can still salvage whatever we can and because what is lost can never be returned back to us, we should be more optimistic if possible. :)

That's why there's this thing called 'friends' in this world; we all need shoulders to lean on and hands to hold when we are scared and alone and lost.
akiko_kalla at 2006-09-26 23:08 (UTC) (Link)
Well, there really isn't anything to salvage...it's either there or it's not. And nearly all of my friends do not live anywhere close to me anymore, so I am quite literally alone in many ways. *shrug* I just wish I knew what was missing...or at least which direction to go.
The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-27 04:18 (UTC) (Link)
Wait.. is all I can say. :(

akiko_kalla at 2006-09-27 04:22 (UTC) (Link)
I'm not so sure my soul can do that...but thank you. ^_^
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