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No Resistance

Posted on 2006.08.01 at 01:22
The petals open around me as I float gently in the stream. Each chakra, a smaller version of the bloom opens spilling brillant light into the world. So too, do they open upon my palms. A golden energy flows about through the stream.

"times grow dark and need light
must hlep
see light not darkness"

"lotus blooms in spring when all else is asleep"

like water thru stream
is how lotus floats
no resistance"

And just like that, with my decision made, I feel the change.


ex_rong at 2006-08-01 09:30 (UTC) (Link)
hmm... im a bit confused by yr recent posts. :p

akiko_kalla at 2006-08-01 10:12 (UTC) (Link)
HAha, join the club. What part are you confused about? Or is it any post in particular?
ex_rong at 2006-08-01 14:44 (UTC) (Link)
The recent posts I mean. The decision-making, the peace and chaos, flow thingy... *sheepish smile*

Im not knowledgeable abt the spirits or auras... ;p
akiko_kalla at 2006-08-01 23:16 (UTC) (Link)
Well, I'll probably sound like a freak, but I'll try to explain and hopefully you won't think I'm crazy. ^_^

I'm not sure where to start really. I speak to spirits and channel from time to time. When I channel I am not communicating with say, past relatives. There are a wide range of entities so it's difficult to explain that part. Usually they have some message and use me as a vehicle to pass it on. At least that's the simplest answer to what I do. What I have been dealing with a lot recently deals with both my guides and my path in life.

Everyone has a guide, or guardian angel or whatever word suits you, and frequently there is a main one and various others that may come and go depending on what is going on in your life. Part of my confusion, I think, has been the other guides around me becoming more vocal. Kind of like answering a personal cell phone and expecting it to be a male but a female voice answers. As a medium my main guide and I work together to help the spirit and its loved one, but although I could sense my other guides I did not really work with them so much as they worked around me. Since I started to channel I have begun to work with other entities--some of which are my guides--but I have had no instruction on how to do something like this, so I am basically relying on the information I am given rather than something that another can say yes or no to. It has created a lot of doubt.

My decision is that the truth lies inside, not without. Looking for validation outside of myself will only perpetuate the cycle of needing that validation from others rather than learning what is true from my own heart. After all, if I can't trust what I'm hearing with my guides how can I trust the path I'm on is the right one? Trust is an issue every medium deals with, and I'm just going through yet another change along this path which usually means such issues are brought back up so they can be resolved.

The flow is simply part of a meditation that I did. What is in quotations is what my guides said to me. Does that help, or did I make it more confusing? Ask anything you'd like; I'm more than happy to discuss it for it helps me organize my own thoughts so I can explain it better. ^_^
ex_rong at 2006-08-03 02:24 (UTC) (Link)
Hahaha, u are so cute. ;p

Yr explanation is clear and concise, so I understand. I might not agree with everything, but the part abt finding the truth that lies within ourselves, I wholeheartedly believe it to be so too.
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