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Awake Again

Posted on 2012.02.20 at 22:49
So I'm up hoping my intestines settle down so I can sleep. Times like this make me quite certain going to the lower GI doctor is the right decision no matter what tests he may wish to do. There is nothing like sitting still, feeling your insides move about in an almost dull burn until they decide to stop. I am so tired, but this feeling makes me nauseated on top of uncomfortable. I have to be at my best tomorrow too...we have our festival concert Wed. morning so I have to make sure everything is in order. Grr!

Edit: I will not be answering my phone past 8:00. I am tired of people calling at 8:30 or 9:00 keeping me up forever and I get to bed between 10 and 11, making me exhausted the next day. It wouldn't bother me so much, but nearly every time they call it is about something utterly mundane that could wait until the next day or they are just calling to bitch about the same people and situations they bitch about on a daily basis. Seriously? Go call one of the other teachers who is up half the night drinking. I have a lot of trouble with insomnia and you screwing up my sleep schedule, because I'm afraid it's some emergency you're calling about, isn't helping...in fact you are contributing to it.

I slept horribly. Kept waking up and tossing and turning in a sleepy haze without any true sleep. Fuck the people who call late for no reason. Fuck my digestive system. Fuck my neighbors who slam doors. I have to be completely awake today as it's our last rehearsal before the concert and I can hardly think straight. Nothing like trying to PRETEND you're awake on a few hours sleep. FUCK...

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