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In the End

Posted on 2010.09.16 at 23:15
Sometimes you come to the realization that you have lived through hell and survived. Perhaps it has even made you stronger after all is said and done. But with this realization comes the understanding that the terrible memories are forever burned into your psyche and you will never be the same. Knowing that you are not alone gives little solace and in the end you wish you were alone so no one else would carry the weight. You wonder why it didn't break you, why did you keep going forward...but no answer comes. No prayers are answered. You try to convince yourself everything is for a reason; to take refuge in the small moments of happiness you find and in protecting those around you when you can. You fill your day with others so you can hide from the memories.

And I wonder...where do I go from here?

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