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watashi_dake

oh no, not another angsty post

Posted on 2006.10.07 at 06:06
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Mm. Ever feel like you're letting go of something but you don't know quite what it is, and it doesn't feel bad exactly just unsettling? I should be asleep. I am going to miss the Japanese festival tomorrow because I was called into work. -_- I think I'm braindead. And lost. I don't know what it is I want anymore and the path I had seen for myself is muddled. I'm tired of thinking and reflecting; I just want to sleep and play. I'm not old enough to use the word weary, but that's the one that fits. I'm ready for whatever my next step is, even if I can't see what path it's on or who is or is not with me.

I want the sky to cry,
I want night to cover the sun,
I want to see the stars again,
I want to laugh,
I want to feel again.

Maybe I need to play the harp for a while. Words are definately not my friend at the moment. I need something to move inside me and wake me from this sleep before I drown in loneliness and isolation. It isn't something someone else can do...it must come from inside my own heart.

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The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-10-07 15:02 (UTC) (Link)
*hugs*

If playing harp helps, do it. Music is a great soothing agent...
akiko_kalla
akiko_kalla at 2006-10-07 20:52 (UTC) (Link)
And a source of physical pain for me. :P But yeah, I will probably do it. I just need to get out of this funk...it's pissing me off.
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