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Posted on 2006.08.29 at 22:32
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I call her the chubakabra. Calling her the warden was apparently too obvious. I even have motions to go with it. The saddest thing about leaving my district is that if I leave it isn't because of the kids. They are the only thing keeping me there, but I'm reaching a point where I can only give so much of myself before I can no longer help anyone. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.

I also think I'm becoming a recluse. Don't know that that's a bad thing. Monday is my only day off until Thanksgiving since the beginning of school August 8th or whatever. There is a CSI marathon. Is it wrong to want to change plans to meet with a friend so you can sit at home and watch and do nothing?

And these headache/migraine things need to stop. I can't hardly think straight. Nor can I sleep well.

And I think I just heard gunfire. Sometimes I just want to pack up a few things and my cat and leave this whole damned life behind. It's almost like this life is so distant from myself, like I'm living someone else's life or in someone else's world. Nothing has changed, but it's like I'm removed from the situation and just participating at necessary. What my heart really longs for is nature and peace and a spiritual balance.

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The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-08-31 15:46 (UTC) (Link)
Haven't log on to the net for several days,..
... and u're leaving yr district? School..?
akiko_kalla
akiko_kalla at 2006-09-01 04:58 (UTC) (Link)
Well, I'm trying to figure out what to do. I can't just walk out or my liscense is revoked, but I don't have to stay there next year. I just don't know if I can keep putting up with this shit.
The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-01 13:53 (UTC) (Link)
Teaching license u mean???

What are yr options for now then??
akiko_kalla
akiko_kalla at 2006-09-02 02:49 (UTC) (Link)
Yup, that's the one. My options are to stay teaching here for the remainder of this year and move on, stay teaching here and continue teaching here after this year, or to quit in breech of my contract and loose my liscense.
The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-02 03:43 (UTC) (Link)
Okay... then what is the one reason that would make you want to continue teaching then? If not are you seriously going to consider revoking yr license?

Do you have to pay them anything if you breech the contract? There's only 4 more months to December...
akiko_kalla
akiko_kalla at 2006-09-02 05:51 (UTC) (Link)
The students are why I started teaching and why I have continued to teach. I doubt I will just walk out, but I'm afriad I'm going to make my situation miserable because I'm not one to idily sit by and wait. I most likely would leave at the end of the school year.

I probably am fined if I break the contract, but I don't honestly know. My boss would have the choice to yank my liscense, but she has done it to other people and would do the same for me I'm sure. I'm contracted for the school year from August to May.
The XXII Cottage
vanillacottage at 2006-09-02 06:17 (UTC) (Link)
Oh.. so its until next May then... man, yr principal sounds like a tough and severe woman. :( Kibishii desu ne...

In any case, I would encourage you to stay on till May because of the fine. Its just not worth it. In the meanwhile, hang on!!!!
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