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Posted on 2006.08.27 at 22:42
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I think part of me doesn't want to be an adult. I have no problems paying bills on time, working, etc. I don't want the other responsibilities of adulthood. My personal responsibilities haven't changed since I was about six so maybe it's like I'm trying to recover a childhood that can't be replaced. I don't think my view of the world will ever be an "adult" view, but I hardly find that unfortunate.

Most importantly, I think I want something in this world to believe in and someone with whom I can totally loose myself. Someone who makes this moment the only thing that matters. I want to give my heart to someone, but I haven't quite found someone willing to accept it. The ones who think they wanted to were overwhelmed before they really knew me. Am I that difficult to get to know? Being alone doesn't bother me much as I always have been alone in many ways. Even so...I don't think I will ever totally be free alone.


blue_jean_girl at 2006-08-28 14:18 (UTC) (Link)
You can never be free alone.

The freedom you know now is the platform for you to fly.
You’re heart given, the grace of love received.
A beautiful dance, a great romance!
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